Of Believing

'In the depth of your hopes and desires lies your silent knowledge of the beyond;
and like seeds dreaming beneath the snow your heart dreams of spring.'
trust in your dreams ...


-Gibran

Alive.

( I think I've already used this as a title..., but oh well)

YES ,I'm alive again.....becauseeeeeeeeeeee, xams are officially OVER..Yippeeee!!! :) Summer has started, and I plan to be a MAJOR bum till the end of Sept, seeing as my lazy butt-ness is taking the next semester off, and deciding instead to get tanned,cooked,baked,and all those other wonderful things on the Libyan coast, which, yes, is rightttttttt opposite the Mediterranean Sea.

*pause till it sinks into ur head*
Yeh, the Mediterranean thts right..
BWAhaaaaahahaha..

Jealous much? GOOD. You shud be. Hahhaa.. No, seriously tho, it's gonna be a hell of a trip. 4 months, family, sun, politics, drama, music, dinner parties...a.k.a Awesomeee..And oh- potential rishtawss (read proposals) or desperate aunties desperately looking for not-so-desperate girls for their desperate sons...
(My vocabulary is on a break again, don't hate) hahaha..Nawh that whole thing was a joke. ( but but but it Mighttttt happen :P)... But yeh, it's gnna b gooooooooooood..'cepttttt I'll miss being round here, the MSA chronicles, the halal hooking up random friends of mine with other random people I know..Ahhh, and oh, FACEBOOK....,and MSN..and YAHOO..and other devilish social thingies...I say devilish 'cuz the amount of time I spend on these is ridiculous.. but yeh, I'll miss not being in touch with friends..awwwww .. some friends more than others, obviously. Hm, it's something that's making me think just a tad bit. Why do u have some people who become so integral to your daily life that it seems that without them, ur day won't go on?..But yeh, easssierr put, I'll miss them folks here.
hmm...but as the quote goes, 'u give sum u get sum.' ...( read in non-suggestive, no-innuendos -associated manner.)
And yeh, someone call the cliche police. I know. For the Millionth time....
I use entirely way too many of those. Cliches I mean..

Anyways, end annoying ramble .I'm off now..The only other thing worth noting, is that in exactly 3 hours and 15 minutes, I can celebrate the 19th year of having being expelled from my mother's womb. How Tragic. ahahaa

All for now,
-Eeedaaa.
xoxo

Waiting.

for resurrection.
Tomorow at 7:30pm.

And then I

disappeared.




I hereby announce the cessation of my consummate existence till the utterly wretched infliction of my finals has ended, come this glorious 13th of April.
Regards,
My non-self.

Matrix.

its like being in limbo.

We act like
2 strangers in a parallel world
who remember that they knew each other once
but aren't quite sure they did
or willing to admit to.

-eeda

(ps- sorry to quell ur hopes, but no, this is'nt an outdated review about the movie of the same name. u can go cry now.)

2 words.

The End.

Dilemma

'Life is about seeing how far you can push'
-Terry Pratchett



The funny thing is, I know I'm in a tight fix.
I know that I gave in, which is why I got here.
I know that there is no easy way out.
I know that either end is gonna hurt.
Very much so.

Sometimes it's good not to know. Ignorance is bliss, as they say.

crap that i also know- I know this is not any doing favors to my stomach.
It hurts like the..hmm,, *thinking weird analogy*
crushing a flower petal? being punched in the gut? being punched in the gut Rambo style?...
that, and stomach flu...AND my nerves...SO cool..... SO blissfull.
yeh there's enough sarcasm in here to coat up every darn cookie in every darn Starbucks in just the neighborhood.........and that's saying something.
and that's my not-so-weird analogy for the day.
and oh, not darn Starbucks. I love that place, stereotypical as it is. Shoot me yes.
what else do I know...,, .Ima wait till 11:11 today to make a wish. Apparently it works. Lame.
and I also know i should study..
and I know this is me signing out now..
NOW.