Broken hearted
Disappointed
Incredulous
Trapped trapped trapped
Alone
No supporter no shield
Bare
Suffocating
Defeated
Bitter
Want to escape
Every attempt at transient hiatus wreaks chaos havoc
Swallowing
Drowning
Choking
Pushed into a corner
Made to feel small insignificant pathetic
Pathetic
Non entity
Nobody

Broken hearted
Disappointed
Incredulous
Trapped trapped trapped
Alone
No supporter no shield
Bare
Suffocating
Defeated
Bitter
Want to escape
Every attempt at transient hiatus wreaks chaos havoc
Swallowing
Drowning
Choking
Pushed into a corner
Made to feel small insignificant pathetic
Pathetic
Non entity
Nobody

an exercise in self-destruction.

is life.

i always used to look at broken, defeated women..and would prescribe them doses of youth, independence and happiness which they listened to with starry eyes and a well-molded fake zeal. I wondered how it could be so, and what defeats us in the long tiring process that is marriage, that causes us to age so.
it never made much sense to me frankly.

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