13th december-20th december.

for the happiest week of my life,

i have lived within you as if in a dream.

thank you.

and in other news....

...the boy knows how to DANCE.








SALSA!!!!!
:D



i is a happy duckie.
-eeda

Drug- 'Jamaican people eat alot of fish man, they're like the kalu version of Bengali people.'

Bhahahahaa... my racist jaan :)
-eeda

for friends who remove the stones on your shoulder, and turn them to glitter fairy dust.
for friends who stand by your mistakes.
for friends who don't judge.
and for friendships that last despite time, despite distance.

armie. thank u
you saved me tonight.
<3

quoted.

'See, I can see you exactly as how you are'

'Who am I?'

'A very scared little girl.'

Despite the facade.


Never fun having the shell cracked by a complete stranger.
Don't see right through me.


How do I fix the world?

'That responsibility is Not yours'

if only, lekin nahee.

'You know, you're beautiful. he'll never leave you'

drunken compliments or truth proclamations?

'Don't leave. I wanna come back and find you.'
I wait for no one. I'm Sorry.


Insomnia.
I havent slept in 5 days, maybe a total of 12 hours of sleep spread out. If that.
+ a meal a day.
If that.

Spiraling.................Senselessly.

-eeda.

'i am not in control.

but its interesting to pretend.'

-abondonment-

eeda- hey, u want a banana?
steph-sure.
eeda- i like how we both like bananas
stpeh- i know, even though i've never tried one before
eeda-bananas are sooooo good. theyre the best.
-on sexually explicit conversations about Runts (fruit shaped candy).
:P

hahahahaha.. this to 30 page marketing papers, migraines, Asian legs and Brown hair.
<3
-eeda

Happiness is not about having what you want but wanting what you have.
-says wise person.  


and that's why i love you. i couldn't figure it out earlier and it used to frustrate the F out of me why id go for you when you were nothing like what i wanted in a person.
but now i have you, and that is where i find my happiness.
thank u.