can i

have my old S back now?
i miss him, and i'm hating this awkwardness and these fights.

he used to be able to see right through my child-heart and see the pain and the anger and the hurt and the nostalgia.
i don't like his blindfolds, can he not see how much i've been missing him?!

can someone tell him please.


-eeda

he was always bemused to see
the calm oyster shrivel
in the face of the slightest purple
sunset.
and he always wondered how the dark inside
could be more comforting than the paler
blackness of the skies.

said the oyster to her bemused audience
the dark inside may be more frightening, but it and me are
well-acquainted, closest friends
these past few years.
the vast expanse of the sky is yet an unexplored
stranger, and fear
shuts all my doors,
even the ones through which the light may come.

sepia pearls are born, not out of beauty,
but out of the coal black fear.