yesterday night was quite eventful, simply cuz i had...errrr...a major breakdown ?? tht sounds emo to the point of foolishness butttttt...basicalli, i flooded out mi room...and cried..well howled more like..about every little thing that had been pissing me off since i was a kid, tht i HADNT quite learnt to deal with yet....but.,i dealt with em in mi own weird way, and feel Haapyyyyyyy now...lol..last 4 days have been a complete rollercoaster, either extreme happy or extreme sad..but more thn anythin, i feel cleansed now..like, the loads gone..and the hurt and the anger u knw...the 'why the hell did u jus say/do that?' feeling......its settled down and thts EXACTLY why i came to Canada in the first place..to make mi beace..yes beace..LOL..bt lessons learnt, and no regrets.
and oh, i got AWESOME new boots...picture will b up darmn soon i tell ye..
and oh oh, ( LOL) watch ps. i love you..real sweet movie, hilary swank looks swankkk in it and tht irish dude reminded me of high school and shinkins,, ye lad, its a tough ol' life awright..bwah
thts ALL mi nonsensical ( mi sanity has returned mi vocab..YAY) yeh, so all mi nonsensical crap for now..im offffffffff...and up,up, and awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...
can i safely add Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee too without having the Immaturity Police on my back? probably...
so yeh, with feeling now, WHEEeeeeeeeeee...lol
lurveee,,,
eedum dee dums.
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