Return of the Undead.

yeh i know. shock horror, im writing here after wayyy over a month..thts sad really but oh well..
oh YES thsiwill b one long arse emo filled post...i suggest gettin a huge coffee while ur gnna read it, considering im writing at 12 00 am ,,therefore by default, not liable to make any degree of sense except for perhaps at the most basic level.
so wher do i start...
hhmmmmm
well mi bday happened, nothing big..went out for dinner with friends and they had the waitersand the entire restaurant sing happy bday for me... no cakes nothing cuz none of em , except for 2 ,,even knew that it was my bday..i didn want it to ba big affair....mi aunt did the whole cake/good food/gift thng....it was nicee.....
anddddd ...saw my parents and stuff on cam yest after 6 whole months...felt goooooooooood...felt like,,,..oh, theres the other side of mi life i used to belong to too....its so easy to make this little place here ur entire nutshell,...
and hmm...theres been..well ..alot of high school type drama, lot of scenes straight out of the soppiest and cheesiest soaps..... lot of make up's,, lotsa break ups,,,..lots of the whole 'living and loving and moving on' thing... i ws this close to jus breakin down to how i was liek last year .......because mi visa was taking too long ad we'd lost all hope id be goin back home at all for summer,,,cept ( and this is cuz miracles do happen) the visa thngy pulled thru..even though tht doesn mean im on the next flight out to home, thers still too much crap to do,..bt its stil a relief, i dont feel half as illegal anymore, even tho i was on whats called an 'implicit status visa' ...but yeh. shit hit the ceiling, clung, contemplated, and flung back down... ...its been liek a rollercoaster..i know i sound all evasive and mysterious but hey, tht's a good thing cuz ....er...isnt that supposed to be all,,seductive? ........oooh im this exotic seductive blahh....ahahahahahhaha i cant even type that with a straight face...
but yeh..this was just a tiny update,,..im too tired to type out my aches and pains ( haey me poor 60 year old soul) but with time the ....er...emoness will unleash..
cant hardly wait, can u?

that's all for now my non-existent stalkers...hopefully u'll see sumthin up here again with a TOTALLI lame arse title, hopefully under a month yes.... dont hate......u know u love me ( taken shamelessly from Gossip Girl.)
-eedum dee dum dums.