ur right...

maybe i am all those disgusting things u imply that i am, those disgusting things u used to date in the past....maybe you just cannot realize how different this time is.
maybe
i kept trying in the hope that
my love alone will be enough to satisfy you,

how could something so pure so untainted ever be so hurtful?
when my intention has only ever been clean, why can so much poison arise from it?

maybe love realli isnt enough.
but what more could i possibly give?


stop hurting me. please.
i only wish to see you content
with me.

imnotawhoreimnotawhoreimnotawhoreimnotimnotimnot

abba said beta he will throw the uncle episode in ur face, make u feel like u were unclean, impure.
donts,pleasedont,pleasepleasepleasedont.
u.dont.realize.how.even.the.slightest.smallest.insinuation.breaks.me.so.
utterly.

dontabuseurpower.im.in.pieces.at.your.feet.


u promised me this would be different. lekin abhi se itna bura?
save me. us.