ta da da!

(found this cute - love makes udo weird thngs.. we change to keep em happy eh? sweet idealistic goo..but sweet nonetheless)
the ta da da is in honour of the new pic i put up..its fairly recent, bout a week back,,,and whuts freaki is tht i dnt look 18, i look 88....i look sooooooooooooooo old..yeh rimu i knw im goin 'gainst ur wnna look at the innocent farida wish, bt too bad! bwahahhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ( im bein evil- in honour of halloween, and due to many we-need-to-b-mean-to-get-ahead-in-life inspired speeches with ezra, mandana and coupla others.

whut hav i been upto? exploring the multi layered levels of sexuality...not mine u idiots- for mi english course..haha...u rememebr how we used to squirm in our seats when atkins told us that babies wer not infact bought in by old white geese carryin em in blankets. far from it...in fact so far, that it involved nothing to do with geese,..no geese at all, unless , iunno thers sum weird mutant human tryin it with geese...
thts too dirty a thought- lemme leave it at that.
so yeh, well we've been readin all sorts of novels for mi english class-,,, i realised tht there might b a little adult material we'd cover, and the first alarms went off when we discussed subtle sexuaity in pride and prejudice..that got a right laugh in lecture- guys will b guys. the lil ol' alarm started buzzin jus a lil more when we did a detective thriller involving 2 gay ganstahs ( happy lil fellows ,, really..very very gay..lame joke..) and pronography and two sex crazed women hittin on the detective throughout the entire novel- who ends up turnin out to b half gay himself..
by the time our prof announced we'd b doin brokeback mountain, the alarm was screechin..deafenin realli..which is why in the picture u cant see one of mi ears ( its swollen and bein attacked by these lil frankstein lookin things goin ' shit shit shit,,sorry, shite shite shite- hav u no damn respect lady, is this whut u came here for?!' and so on.
the third novel is called never let me go- by ishiguro..yup it has some sex too, bt not too graphic. Amazingggg novel tho- id completly recommend it to u guys to read.
neways, so mi next english essay basicalli discusses gay-ness and whther its a goodor bad thing, homophobia, marriage, love, hetro vs homosexuality ..so on...souund sick? yeh- to me too...
anyways- whut hav i been upto recently- eid came.. the usual excuse for desi aunties to fret over how nice ur clothes look nd wher u got them from- tho not alot of em did that here..but they DID yap on about kids, and unco-operative husbands, and recipes for food, and how so and so was being a bitch to so and so. the men did politics and religion..big surprise.
oh, and i got an admirer over eid...adorable fellow...sat me on the whole evening kissing virtualli every part of mi face he could- but had a strong inclination towards mi nose.
ha- scare u did i? he's 1 and a half years old..l000ll....adorable adorable thng,,
oh btw, next day i had a zit (read lovebite or hicky) at the bridge of the nose- all that kissin i tell u...lol
do u rememebr how anas and rt had a strange fascination with hickeys back in high school? nd anas lockin himself up with alex in the girls bathroom nd makin thse sounds..nd the taunts he got to hear from mr.shinkins...good ol'd timessssss...
oh before i go on- the post two posts below this is.... one hell of a..er....emo thing...yeh..i went a leeeeeeeeeetle over board i know - i can erase it but then , i wnna rememebr allll mi good ,mi bad, mi ugly and mi ultra pathetic i-shudve-had-a-muslce-seizure-before-writing-this-shit posts. lol...and hey dont blame me , i wrote that thing after watchin brokeback and a particularly longgggggggg day...felt like ranting- er....this blogs about ranting..it says so in the title......

movin on........lifes goin okay..mi uncles tamed down and hope he remains tht way with me (*crosses arms fingers legs eyes toes,...er...knots hair too,,just in case*)
and..hmmmmm..unis okay..i dont think i suck as much, which realli helps in the day to day confrontations with ppl ...got a coupla frnds, or honestly, got a couple people to say hey,hows ur day too before movin on.......i still meet up with ez, whos a right darling itell u...always hilarious, always fun....evryone else has moved on..no i dont care abt parick even tho for those of u tht dont know, i went to his convocation and acted camera woman all day in the frickin cold and rain and landed with a massive fever for the next 2 days..everything for a good cause...charity realli..nuthin more.
anddddddddddddddddddddd.......im in an awesomeli amazing la la la la la mood, after 4 months of claimin im depressed nd whut not, u guys shud rejoice..l0l..by giving out...er..oh, laffy taffy...which is mi biggest discovery of this summer...that, and mocha with whipping creams....aint nuffin aye mocha car n't sorlve i tell yah. lurvly thirng, lurvelyyy..
soo,,well yeh im runnin outa thngs to say,,as u might hav noticed past the second sentence...actualli thers way too much to tell but i cant b bothered....oh btw, u remmeber all thse chizzat ppl i mentioned earlier? theyre all dead and gone- bwahaha...dnt talk to noone now, cept faisal mayb now and then with an extra jaan ( kinda like darling) at the end of evry sentence....js foolin round...oh, and shourav...whose aite...i mean he's a decent person... yeh.... too bad all the good people u find are either in storybooks (not referin to guys in brokeback...i mean decent people like..oh wait, i dont mean gay peopel rnt decent..i take it back (before ezra the completly anti-homophobic comes and kills me with an ax) .....example of decent people....er,, like...,harry potter say...okay bad example, think of ur own) or theyre on the net, or friends of friends..or sumthin...ha. life is a bitch ( ANDDDDDDDDD then u marry one..thank u thank u thank u shinkins for that delightful insight..i wonder whut bar hes lying drunk in,,,im sure he makin up for those 2 alcohol-free years in libya)...
aite ive barbbled mre n enuf' ............me's off now....btw, the post little things is about ..hm, do u know, they sell these hilarious bumper stickers here to put at the back of ur cars? well i got the sayings off em, well most sayings...lame i know,, bt they are downright funny..u can google em up for more, and dear dear facebook has an application under that name...bumper stickers i mean.
thats all for now- stupid song suggestion of the day;- one republic ft timbaland- Apologize...nice nice song...
shoo-ing off- buh byeeeeeee

luvya'all..in a very lesbo way i tell u ( ima marry ya'all one day u wait and see!)
adeeda (--------> new nickname by 3 yr old girl i babysat one day)