i wait
for you
because
it
gives me
a reason
to live
outside
of my
own
existence.



i feel
i
can then
justify
the other
two-thirds
of
my day
full of
my own
petty
indulgences.


and when
finally
the sleep
overcomes
my brain
to a point
that i'm
dizzy
incoherent
unreal,
i
type to you
a few
gentle
words.
'it's okay
you probably
fell
asleep.'


more for
my own
selfish
comfort
than yours.


................................


and ill always wait,
that won't change.
-eeda.