.
All my bags are packed
I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin'
Its early morn
The taxis waitin'
Hes blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome
I could die
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go.
-Leavin' on a jet plane
John Denver.
All my bags are packed
I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin'
Its early morn
The taxis waitin'
Hes blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome
I could die
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go.
-Leavin' on a jet plane
John Denver.
Just under 36 hours.
God whys it so hard?
Im going HOME aren't I?
after 2 whole fuckin' years!
Why does leaving have to hurt?
because i will miss you. and you. and you.
and because i HATE goodbyes.
*emo hair-swish*
-eeda
6 comments:
"God whys it so hard?
Im going HOME aren't I?
after 2 whole fuckin' years!"
You just stole the words right out of my mouth. I'm going home too, after two-fucking-years. And it feels life my life is falling apart. It's ridiculously difficult leaving home behind, even if home is where we're going to.
i know.
EXACTLY what you mean.
sometimes even being home is painful. bittersweet.
theres a very painful sort of comfort in your families presence maybe. to know that you are to lose them again. to know that you HAVE lost them, that something is never going to be the same because you have changed beyond your own recognition, how can you expect them to understand and to adjust to you?
im petrified.
relieved, excited..but petrified too..
eeda ki bachi BE POSITIVE yaar stop being so negative ... just keeps your finger cross ...
everything will be fine ... I HOPE :) !! and oh yeah i pray too :) !!
Maybe back home isn't so much "home" abh. have a great flight back, eeds:)
oh god, I can totally relate too. I'd be going back home in two months, and I'd do anything to stay back here-because I found another home somewhere here. i'm so sad now thinking about it :( i dont wanna lleeeaavvee! and this is specially funny since i fought and cried and did everything i could to stop my family from coming here in the first place. and i guess now i dont have the authority to do all that.
Been there and done that. Big time. Growing pains shall be abound. Be patient. Everything will fall into it's own place.
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