on another note, its discomfiting to know i never quite achieved the dreams i had set out for myself. i wonder what became hurdles, what i let become hurdles... i only know i was, am, capable of more and much more.
there are others who once awed of me, and now i am to awe of them. such is life perhaps.
or maybe im more aware and in need of creature comforts than i ever was. it is too late now.
perhaps ill regret this for the rest of my life, this time well loved and well wasted.
is it too late to change? where do i find the strength within me...
i look for answers in blank maps, they tell me nowhere to go.
-eeda
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