Wednesday, November 12, 2008

hinbin-ur so head over heels.
me-huh? about what?
hinbin-u know....


there is a gaping void in the parts of me i used to find u in.
i search for u there,
but it's as if uve already left, and only the hollow echoes of your presence remain.
somehow i can feel you physically unraveling away from me, tearin' apart piece by piece.


i shy away from my own reflection
because even i remind myself of you.


u were right.
for now,
Everything
has tainted.



for

for


for

for better
for worse

A Pill to forget: Can a medication suppress traumatic memories?

Observant doesn't mean silent. It means speaking forcefully in measured tones about what is happening.

God forbid you be an ugly girl, 'course too pretty is also your doom, 'cause everyone harbors a secret hatred for the prettiest girl in the room.

forlorn; ,desolate, godforsaken,lorn,


marked by or showing hopelessness; "the last forlorn attempt"; "a forlorn cause"


forgo : to do without; lose or lose the right to by some error, offense, or crime;
refrain.
      
Will not be shaken and jump into this,
And be persuasive, 
Just carry on,
And make my mind up,
To go through this,
Or be firm, 
And sit in silence.
So turn and (don't) forfeit.


I'm not afraid of death but oh
What will I do if you leave me?
Do not forsake me,
oh my darlin'

You made that promise as a bride
Do not forsake me, oh my darlin'
Although you're grievin', don't think of leavin'






attempt at erasure poetry?
all the 'for' words are significant, out of context.
(words are randomli chosen from the 10th page of google searches.)


new mantra:-
forgive her
forget him forgive him forget her


-end emo-
eeda

7 comments:

Eminu said...

the more you do this, the more you're caught up in this. stop being stupid

E said...

the more i do it, the more it seems lame and not worthy of attention to my mind, and the more i forget.
that's how i function :S

lizzie said...

I like the way you function! and I am in love with random kind of posts!!

Eminu said...

are you sure you forget this way?

E said...

@lunatic..thanx!!!
this post WAS random, nahee?
its this technique we learnt abt in class.. :)

@chunchun.
i know myself inside and out.
and ive been this way the last 19 years.
so, yes. this IS how i forget.

Eminu said...

okay madam, dont get aggressive on me :P

Anonymous said...

wow