we keep running
round in circles.
Time after time,
Time after time,
hello, goodbye.
-Blue.
Everything feels old, now...decaying.. It feels like it's autumn all over again, the season of loss, and not spring, of re-birth. I feel i can't bring myself to be reborn again, reincarnation is no joke. Everything feels stale.
You and I have become collateral damage too, whether you see it or not. The same repeated lines, vows of love and goodnights, no in-betweens. I miss the silly surprises, the secret notes, the messages, the care-packages and the unexpected letters. Not this, cycle of repetition and monotony, i love you jaan and i love you too.
Caught in a spiral i feel like i'm spinning,wrapping myself again in a cloak, bandages, feet dragging loosely behind and the burden of air dragging me forward. A silly mantra, keep going keep going keep going, like an ancient dull chant the only reason i blindly surge forward. Like you said, throwing darts in the dark, no yellow brick road maps of any kind.
It is all so old, so old, so well-rehearsed and repetitive, replayed.
Give me something new to sing about, S.
-eeda
4 comments:
Very artistic blog u have! :)
"A morning shadow"
this reminded me, for some reason, of something you said to me once; 'pyar kerne walay hazar mil jaen ge..but then what?"
I missed reading your blog :) for some reason I thought you had stopped writing.
@chandrika, thank u for ur compliment. :)
@medha. i was mystified by what u meant, until i read your latest, which by the way, was superbly written as always. thank for stopping by :)
@marina.
psht, dekha? waqt nay bhula deya na.
did i say that to u? hmm, i forget. its making me think now, abt things :)
awh, i missed seeing u around here... i did disappear for a while bt ive been writing on and off again. make no mistake tho, ur blog gets all my respects at every update, even if i dont comment. :) missed u mario, talk soon?
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