i need to scratch out one or the other.
its a choice of who u want to hurt.

and because none of them are my everything,
in the end
there will be none.

Can it be otherwise in a world where nothing lasts, where all that we have loved or shall love must die?
-Henri Fredrick Amiel.

hush now.
i will murmur ballads into your ear of how
they came back and back and back again
they came crying and lying, they came to you begging to be urs
again and again and again
and how is it and why is it that it was only after they had failed you
and they had told you that it was
You
who had failed them.
they will not know why they came back, even when you
had already slunk away into the shadows into
the corners of your eyes into the tiny
holes in their minds.
how will you tell them then that you have found a new solace in a new
sun?
how will you tell them that you played by the rules
that were meant to be broken, because You wrote the rules. you wrote
the untouched and the shattered.
how will you tell them that you
loved them no more, that
the world had spun around and lost itself
a million times over in its
multitudes of intricate threads
that were born and are born
and fade into a nothingness with every passing
second.
and that new stars had shone a million times and that a
million new suns had gleamed every day since
they last went away
and that
it was all a little too late?

hush now, flow
on the clouds of a myriad blues
dewdrops of iridescent hues
and spin
in the embrace
of a gentle dream's glaze.
hush now and forget
every word that was said.


aahah..that took me 9 minutes and 20 seconds to write.
yay.
if only i cud write that in my accounting final and get a 100% in 10 minutes.
reality sux.

(EMO!)
-eeda.

edit..
Crack uloo says.

{@!i} Obvious, Oblivious says:
CASTRATE BOTH THE M****F******!!!!!!!!

sorry Crack i changed ur words..hahahaa.
and that advice was..er...ermm...insightful?

and also, he thinks roachie decided to come back cuz the pharoah in egypt told him too..
let's leave it in Crack's exact words..

@!i} Obvious, Oblivious says:
'uske saath phass jao or i'll spank yo' candy ass with these mad rotten bandages yo'
eeda says:
wher the hell did that come from
{@!i} Obvious, Oblivious says:
pharaoh talking to roach na
eeda says:
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA
{@!i} Obvious, Oblivious says:
mummified pharaoh na

i feel enlightened.