im watchin eternal sunshine of spotless mind and feeling just a tad bit nauseous and a tad bit airheaded and a tad bit nostalgic of the times when i could stay up till 5 am and be wide awake but right now my brain is crashin in two but i insist on getting this movie done and o neelo it was good talking to u today i think i needed it (heart) and yeh sometimes talking contantly isn't really communicating and sometimes punctuation marks are not my thing because a period is just a dot in place a period means the end and i dont like the ends and im just a fucked up girl who needs my own piece of mind my own peace of mind so don't assign me yours and o that's a nice movie and o im nauseous and o my headache's have been getting worse and worse like they feel like a ton of bricks and i cant think and my neck seems to snap just by the weight of lifting my head up and the hollows of my eyes hurt and i dont know whut the fuck the cause is because its not eyesight i had that checked unless the hamster in my mind's gone off its wheel or something or im grown ol' and gnarly and there's worms eating me up from the inside im too young to be thinking about this or mayb im too old or maybe maybe i need some sleep and maybe i just miss him a little just a little and maybe im scared because khala will tell ammi and maybe m sick of the fear thats been eating me up for 19 years and maybe maybe its too much and maybe i need my sanity back and maybe the stars tonight light up in your eyes the same way they light up in mine but we'd never know now would we and maybe ineed the hues of you the purples greens blues of you and i know that by the end of the night you won't have to look up at the stars no more and i know i didnt and i know i did and maybe i need my mind to stop thinking round and round in circles on stairs on broken rusty chairs and maybe and maybe i need my mind to
shush.
shush
shush
shush
shush
shush
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46 comments:
*HUG*
you need it if anyone ever did!
Oh and about the marriage proposal thing...dont worry. InshAllah, you'll make the right decision =)
About your khala...
Yaar...
Cheeni khila doh unhein!
HAHAHA i like cure for khala.
perrrfect.
awwwww marina ur too cute..*hug back..
about my khala, im thinking ill *accidentally* drop the cheeni ka dibba in her chai tomoro..
sounds like a plan
*evil laugh.
baaaaaaaaaahahahahahahahaha..
throw some honey in while you're at it, honey.
teehee =D
Sorry for the intrusion, but what does cheeni have to do with anything. Thank God all my male cousins are younger. Thank God my one male cousin is supposed so very very hot and a year older, converted to a Parsee or whatever it is, fire worshippers =P. For my dad's side haha, i only have one male sissy cousin, whose already planning to marry my cousin whose a year younger to me. And marriage proposals have never been my thing. I am so obfuscated with the cheeni.
And yaar mai eik baat bataoun. Chill maro, jao so jao. Kal deekhlaina woh maathi si movie, which btw you already watched. I liked the movie, its a lot like the butterfly effect.
But HUGGG. And yes, the stars will shine, just wait.Saber. =).
okay NO like WHAT do your cousins have to do with anything O_o
i dunno. something with khalas?
i don't know thats why i said im confused. maili. nahi i think it was neeli :P
EEEEDAAAAA!!! Kahan ho?! You okay!? =\
AAHAHAHhhahaa.
marina, did i tell u that i love u?
no?
okay im telling u now.
i LOVE u..hahaha
heart heart
im here im alive..jus been celebrating eid, patching things up with khala ..trying to..hahha
neeli yes ima throw in some honey and some wax strips and we might hav a bonding session over honey wax.
GOOD call.
@ mera naam,..
i love the intrusion.
and at all of u, i LOVE ur concern.
ANOTHER heart.
hahaha emo me.
whut does cheeni hav to do with anything? hmmm
cheeni makes life sweet. literalli and otherwise..that's wht.
and yes, sabr is always the key.
and o, i LOVE the maili neelo idea..aahaha
and O, MARINA i need ur email address please ? :)like now now.
eeda. ohhhhhhh then why cant we put chocolate, it makes everythign yummy
*offers some toblerone?*
Neeli IS MAILI. She's not neeli. =|
Ah! such warm feelings when intrusion is welcomed. sounds pervy lol. Sorry. heh!
THEN CH
But what if khala has diabetes? you cant give cheeni like that. OOOO
HAHAHH..dude its almost like u were WAITING for me to reply..forun jawb deyaaaa,,
AHAH
intrusion..yes does sound a little pervy...
esp since i beeen gettin 'intruded upon' by a whole horde of females.
my my, the world is a veryrainbow rainbow place ain't it.
yes somechocolate wud b welcome.
make it kitkat.
yes u may hav a piece.
not of me u silly goose of the KITKAT.
besharam=ness.
BABAHhahaah
neeli is maili and u wud know becuase...... u been checkin neeli out?
haey ..too much love for one blog.
khala is diabetes free,
>______<
NO EEDAiyot. i just came back home from university =D
And WAIT im not asking for chocolate, im giving you chocolate.. and some milk?:PHAHAHAHA
This is so wrong tut tut.
Neeli and i were studying together at different institutions. yes i would know.she is maili!!!
were studyin together at different institutions but decided to meet up for chocolate and ur STILL not happy nd now u WANT MY CHOCOLATE?
or wait ur THROWING IT IN MY FACE?
haeeewwwwwwoyyyyy..
TSk tsk tsk
(yes i know. mi mind belongs in the gutter)
WHATTTTTTTT im innoceeeentttttt.
milk and choco sounds good btw..
can i hav some extra large cookies to go?!
no offence *angel smile*
none taken hun, none EVER taken..
in this little world,
we dont judge
*sly smile*
teehee.
Maili and i studied thru a levels and part of o levels. Its been a while since ive known her. But Maili n i met up for not chocolate but from cream :P you know whipped cream. and i dont think she remmebers but it was yummy. and then later we had dark chocolate. I WOULD NOT THROW chocolate at your face, NO WAy. I'd rather eat it :P
And you may have cookies, but try to eat them fast cause, im a cookie monster buhahaha. ( atleast act scared :P)
shiver me timbers love, im quaking.
uhoh.
so u had NEELI'S WHIPPED CREAM?
-no comment-
and then u had dark chocolate?
UH
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
-further no comment-
and ud rather eat my chocolate than throw it at me?
-eeda goes MUTE-
ahahaha aight ima stop with the innuendos.
but no realli, some kitkat wud b awesome about now.
drool.
ew yes i know.
*gives a stick of kit kat*
EVEN THAT SOUNDS WRONG.
:P
Yes i did. and i could eat yours too *wiggles eye brows*
HAHAHAHh
MY MY someone's not only got an appetite but ALSO hav a lot to give eh?
ull make someone VERY happy one day.
let's start by me.
me wants KITKAT.
not the stick, ICK, but the entire thing.
wow that was wrong.
-eeda shuts off mind-
u knw whuts pathetic?
im sittin here refreshing mi page every 3 minutes for ur reply.
-eeda has no life-
hahaha. you cant have the whole thing, its too much. you might want to share it with me. i am not too much :P
and some hawt hawt milk with cookies. mmm mmmm.
Wanna try me? :P
*hahhaha*
hahaha
you're too cute
try you?
mhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
MHMMMMMMMMMmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmhm
WHAT im just mhming it means NOTHING OKAY?
i love me some hot choco.
hot hot.
ur whole thing is not too much?
insecurity issues.
we need to talk.
i WILL hav u tho.
but I might be too much.
u knw..too much hot chocolate.
i like LOTS of hot chocolate.
we're being PERFECTLY innocent here..
and o
ur pretty cute too.
<3
im cute but the way you describe it, you sound utterly hot. hot hot.
mmmhmmm.
Not orgasming. just complimenting.
So, where to do such, sticky stuff?
you live too far
Have you read maili's new blog?
Maili in bloom :P
yes maili is jealous of our little hot chocolate session
mayb we shud invite her.
and o, live too far.
we shall arrange..
over cameras and the like,u knw..
plenty sticky stuff.
ill get me marshmallows.
-innocent look-
ur prolli hot hot too.
hot chocolate can do that to u
mmmmmmmmhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmhm
not orgasm-ing either but i do apologize, chocolate does tend to have that effect on me,
the mhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmm effect?
yeah.
thought ud understand.
chocolate has that actual thing that makes everyone go like that..
Maybe you shud. maili's are not my type of chocolate, they used to be. i just got better :p *insinuates*
And. Yes. sounds wonderful. and how about someeeee champagne to make us a little light headed when it gets too mucch? *looks into your eyes with deep and dark chocolate*
maili says:
i have to admit the eediot was pretty funny
eeda says:
HAHhahah..
eeda says:
yeah i wasnt too happy abt that.
eeda says:
haha nawh its all good
eeda says:
DUDE i cant take offence from someone who calls themselves CHUN CHUN
maili says:
HAHAHA
thought id share that.
yeah no WONDER i go mhm and u go MHM and we go MHHHMMMMMMMMMMM when we hav hot chocolate.
it IS good stuff ull agree.
insinuation not taken.
u like ..other chocolate?
i think we can arrange that ;)
i like milk chocolate.
look into my eyes with MILK chocolate.
champagne? why yes ofcourse.
i thought we were ALREADY lightheded but..to hell with it..
cheers to u
*hands kitkat stick over.*
hahahaha
Yes i am a funny persun. BUT!
Don't gang up against me. i am just a baby *pouts*
-i'll get back to your chocolate once i m done being a baby-
I AM NOT CHUN CHUN. MY NAME IS CHUN CHUN.
CHUN MUN TUN
=|
RUDE WOMEN!
SUCH RUDENESS
*breaks gaze from eeedayiot.* u n i are OVER!
i like baby chocolate..
come to mama.
(ACK u crack me up.)
wow.
that rhymes
-hands herself the nobel prize for literature-
u and i were together?
i thought we were in it for the chocolate, chun chun.
u like me rudeness
-saucy look-
TERAA NAAM CHUN CHUN CHUN.
CHUN CHUN CHUN BABA CHUN CHUN CHUN
RAAT CHANDNI MEIN AUR TU
HELLO MISTRESS HOW DO U DO?
CHAAA CHAAAAAAAA* Dances to the song. =D
mera naam chun chun baba chun chun baba chun chun raat chandii urgh
:p
ANYWAY!. WE WERE ONLY. i am taking my share out.
No mamas and no dadas and papas. JUS CHUN CHUN ANd mE. :p
CHUN CHUN AND ME and
me?!
what happened to our 'hot' chocolate date?
I DIDNT KNOW U WERE PLANNING ON INVITING FAMILY? WHAT IS THIS? INCEST/PEDOHILIA/HOT CHOCO DATE ORGY?
too late for shares.
i got ur kitkat here already
chun tun mun chun.
YOUR FORCING URSELF UPON Me. CHOCOLATE RAPE RAPE
SAVE ME
ITS NOT CALLED RAPE
if ur in consent.
hasn't anyone ever taught u anything child?
and o,
u cant say no to the kitkat.
no no i am not in it anymore man. you can have maili.
no consent. =P
AND!
what was i gonna sayyy..
I prefer galaxy!
YOU
are backstabbing me?
okay fine. ill hav NEELO. im sure she likes KITKAT more than ur SILLY little GALAXY
and a SECOND ago it was TOBLERONE.
and hay i did hav ur consent.
JHOOTI MOOTI CHUN MUN.
yaar this chun mun. is making me hungryy!!! i want kim mun!
kim mun?
now ur chinese.
i stick to kitkat.
kim mun is a restaurant here. I am hungry. i am not fat. i promise! i crave food all the time
and no i stick to twixx!
now its TWIX?
god u cant make up ur mind can u.
okay go kim mun-ing chuunnie munnie..
me is off to bed.
talk to u LATAH
over hot chocolate,,;)
nope it aint over yet .
night love bugg!
And i think ill sleep too i havnt slept all night. Eeda was making hot chocolate for me. Its never over, till its really over!
I am very disturbed.
*covers eyes and runs away*
lol. Eeda, you can find me atttttt summer_blues90@hotmail or ahmad.marina@gmail, whichever suits you =D
Oh and p.s. I LOVE YOU TOOOOOOOO =D
Write a new post. I worry about you and Neeli when you stop posting [which hasnt happened with her yet] =P
listen IM WORRIED ABOUT YOU pliss to write.
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