so.
i think ive ignored this little piece here long enough.
Heeeloo again bloggie. me mithed u *hug*

so yeah for those of u who don't know, khala told mum, mum freaked out, mi brother calmed her down, then he did a little scheming where he got me to type out everything to him as it was and had AMMI reading the entire time without me knowing.
it was a risk but it worked because she heard mi side of the story very very honestly, so she calmed down but that doesn't mean i wasn' spared of the typical brown dialogues. ' tum nay mera itemad, humari larkeeyan, khandan ki izzat, pasand kee shadeeyan, itna bara sadma, unjaan mard...'
blah blah the works.
in short her ultimatum was he send a risht or i break all contact. i decided to stick to the latter, or to just have her believe it.
then, one of our convos gets recorded on his phone, his mum hears it, and she INSISTS that we get married ASAP, because apparently she loves me and she thinks im the angel sent to fix up her son.

yeh. hokay.

it seems liek the Undercover Aunties Investigation Bureau consisting of khala and his mum have FINALLY decided on a decision they both agree on,( but him and me don't ) :- get these two married, or well on that way, Asap!
weirdos.

and then last night (emo smile) he turned into a big pile of mush and..yeh..mushy convo followed.
*audience says awwwwww*
but he insists on gettin his mum to talk to my khala so they dont think we're mucking round and it's a little more 'exclusive'.
O.o
and hm..OH, he might come see me in Jan.
*squeaaaaal*

okay. so giddyness aside. life is good, as of right now anyways. ammi's a little upset and she's acting awkward,...i knew it'd happen, i knew she'd get weird and sick..
this isn't selfish is it? it's not.
mi bro's looking after her though. so its good.
u know whut mi brother said to me when he found out? he goes..
'im glad to know ur not so perfect after all.'

yeah.im glad this little incident just, dunno..brought us so much closer. he said he'd look after mum and i needn't worry.he advised me.HIM. being younger and everything.
but it felt good.

i feel giddy like......remember how when we were kids and we'd swivel around in chairs going around and around in circles till our heads hurt and it felt like our food would defy gravity and come all out but we still couldn't get enough?
it'd make u nauseous and sick, but u liked the feeling, u loved the adrenaline, u wanted more.
that's how i feel.

khala's in laws are coming to visit tomorrow, aka my uncle's brother and his wife. they're family too so it isn't Tooo weird, except for the fact that my aunt and mum combined have come up with a list of commandments for me to adhere to:-
1. thou shalt get up at 9 am everyday
2.thou shalt be appropriately dressed ( read as 'piled under brown clothes') at all times.
*sub clause. clothes bust be clean, ironed, perfumed*
3.thou shalt be ready and available for help, over-enthusiastically so, especially in the kitchen.
4.thou shalt cook, and it SHALT be good.
5.thou shalt be the epitomy of tameez and saleeka. (who are those anyway?)
6.thou shalt uphold the name of the entire khandan.

oh, but dont stress about it too much.

hmm..so life goes on.
yeh. i really shud stop rambling and go study for mi psyc midterm tomorrow. after which i need to clean the entire house, kitchens,bedrooms,bathrooms,..
duty calls Cinderella.
more later,
(correction.
more Enlightening stuff later
hopefully.)

xo
-eeda.