so.
i hear Golf got engaged.
that explains the whole 'lemme ignore u now' bit.
but iz okay. i already know how he is, how his discussions ae always intense, how he can be narcisstic, how he can be emo, how he thinks there's some greater plan, how he thinks we're only in someone else's life to fulfill our purpose.
i already know where he wants to stay after they get married, what he wants from her, from his family, whose side he's gnna take if his mum and wife fight, whose side he expects her to take when him and his family fight.
i already know where he works, and whut he works, and what he adores after work.
i already know his favorite cars, his favourite place to go drag racing, his favourite meals, and just how he likes to have it.
i already know when he's gonna have kids, and how many, and what he's gnna name them.

so
i already know. and things which you already know that well,
lose their charm.

but i'll be lying if i didn't admit that it didn't sting. for a little bit.
but not out of jealousy; more so the fact that i know the reason why he started gettin distant all those months back, and then faded out of sight altogether. it wasn't really the job, was it?

but seriously though, as happy as i am for him,
I feel just a little sympathetic for the poor girl, whoever she is.
he's completely twisted up in the head and it's gnna mean some real tough times for her.
but hopefully, theyre gnna be good and peaceful and true to each other and live happily ever after.
The End.