Holding On......and Letting Go

Holding on
(to u guys..lolz...)




i got ur back
u got mine
we'll help each other out
anytime....

:D

(cheesy nostalgic mood again...hahaha)


Letting Go..

i know i say im not cheesy, but trust me whuts coming next will b complete evidence to the contrary...HAHAHA...
I was listening to lily allen's song Smile when i noticed a link to her other song, Littlest things.
it reminded of patrick-yes, him again...because so much of the lyrics are true..



"Littlest Things"

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
There's no one in the world that could replace you

[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

so yes it is the end..and yeh we did go buying trainers...and i did get nervous round his friends..and i did tell him bt mi childhood..and not every little thing reminds me of him haha..but the song's good...thts all..
trust me, that IS all...im letting go..
cuz rima said so
cuz its the sane thing to do
cuz im dumb for holding on in the first place...
hahaah..