emo meaning?

hey..
batana bhool gayee..
tum jub mujh se naraz hotay ho na, i get very scared that ull do a Golf on me and stop talking.....naraz nahee hoya karo..

and if u do get mad, please tell me why ur mad so im not sitting there rackin mi brains out and tryna rememebr every word ive spoken in the past 1 hour , which isnt easy..considering half the time i dont even think about what im saying..

all the more reason for u to NOT take me seriously and get mad.

i know i know. u said u weren't mad, but i could tell u were mad.
and listen peeved and ticked off are still forms of 'mad' okay? albeit diluted ones.

tumhay kia pata nahee how much i miss u?
u tell me ive gotten very emo over the past few days. i dunno kiun..shayad i miss the way we were, when everything was so new.
when everytime u called me that way i got chills up my spine.
u dont say it very much anymore. i dont say jaan too often either.
hav we reached that stage that we dont need to say those words , cuz its understood?
or say it so rushedly that the other person barely hears it, 'cuz u kinda sorta want them to hear it, but not quite, cuz sumhow it makes you weak and wanting and dependent, and that's scary?
pata nahee.
u know what irks me? us din u didn't answer armie's question.

still, saying good night gets harder every night.

he said-you know, since i've met you, i've started liking that word emo.
me-hahahah..uloo! why?
him-it's 3 letters of oooey gooey mushyness. it reminds me of jello.
and mashed potatoes.
and haleem.
me-Haleem?! that's not emo at all!
him- ur right. that's gangsta.i know, doooooood, CUSTARD! that's Totally emo!
me-*laughin too hard to reply*


sumtimes when our conversations run like that,i forget that we're 'supposedly' both mature people and that you are technically supposed to be older and wiser.

i say too much.
what i didn't say was that this us,
this me,
is like a chaotic calm.
but not even that. not close.

they tell me these phrases i say often.

uloo
jahil
sahi bataein?
mazaq ke ilawa!
soooo cute!

excuse me while i go find a better vocabulary.
*jal-ing*


there's drama a-brewing in paki. they've gotten me involved.
7300 miles, and they STILL managed to get me into it.
that's family for u, kaheen na kaheen se dhooond nikalen gay, kahan bhago gay?

kitnay aadmi thay?
-Gabbar Singh.

bahaha..sumhow the word 'drama' reminds me of that line.
u know whats funnier? we're somehow related to the chap.
the actual actor who played that role.
aaaaaaaaah the irony.

sleepy time.
neend arahi hai.
more bakwas to follow later.
Wada!
*evilness*

-eeda.