'I've been a long time coming, and I'll be a long time gone. You've got your whole life to do something, and that's not very long.'
Ani DiFranco



I found the answer while meandering outside today at sunset.

No, I'm so sorry, but I can't.
It doesn't mean it's meaningless to me, it's just that what you're asking is too meaningful.
I'm too afraid to tell you.
I want to keep you on for my own selfish reasons.

I think i'm going to end up being the asshole that ur trying so hard not to be, just by being honest right from the start.

I hate indecision. I'm pretty sure that by sunset tomorrow, it'll be a Yes.

I'm scared no one else will.

edit. 10 mins later.
I think it's a Yes.

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