Something is really really off with me. I think this time I've pushed myself way past my limits.My sleep is off. My head hurts. Migraine. Nausea. My brain will not shut off no matter what I do or how tired I am. I'm anxious. Restless. Ears ringing. Head on fire. Scared something bad will happen any day now because I haven't had such a long peaceful stretch in a while. Vivid dreams that are leaving me confused. Feeling out of it. Disinterested. Unhappy. Crying alot more than usual. Don't want to continue living because don't see any reason for it. Don't want sex. Don't want to be touched. Don't care if anyone cares about me. Don't want to care about anyone either. Void. Limbo.
this time really feeling like crossed a new dimension.
-Eeda
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