i'm smart.
enough of two syllables.
to armie, i miss u woman! i cant remember when was the last time we had one of our tell-all's...i miss those...
to ezra..it was SO awkward seeing you and not havign anything to talk about anymore..granted im seeing u after 3 weeks when we made it a point to atleast meet up once a week but still, u were like my other twinn 'cept in a midget male chinese cutesy form.... and i missed u dude. im getting good at this alliteration thing.
to roachie, make up ur MIND for heaven's sake.one second u want to all but marry me and the next say ur liek i dont want to talk to u anymore. the demands you make seem something STRAIGHT out of an overlllyyyyyyyy romantic black-and-white say-that-you-love-me kind of movie which, well are pretty decent (Only because there's no duppattas-in-the-air involved) but like dude,..its like.. u cannot go back to things that u destroyed, alright.....( or well on second thought u cannnnn...)
BUTTTTTTT u CANT just come back and be all okay and its all fine and dandy now suddenly.. 'cuz thats not how it works. and cuz its like dead and gone now, that feeling, and then things like those need to be dug up again and revived back sumhow. i dunno why im talking like a 40 year old archaeologist. its like, yes yes pull out that mummy you, smack it round the face and make it talk again..shove those damn dentures in while ur at it.
lame joke. blame it on dehydration.
and lastly to drug- i'm falling. YET fucking again. and its REALLI realli scary.
and no,i didn't mean to swear it just,..the situation and the im-so-mad-at-myself-right-now thing required it.
and now for today's inssssspirational quote folks...put ur hands together for the talenteddddddd i-googled-inspirational-quotes-and-this-is-what-i-came-up-with,
i'm lame. and i'm bored. and i need starbucks. an iced cafe caramel frappe with cream.
blissssssssss.......
-eeda.
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