Conflicted.

Ankhon mein silay huay ho.
Udhero na
-Arooj

kinda reminds me of a poem i wrote once. its called Of us.

today was.....eventful..
my sanity lied in the fact that i blindly believed everything u said to justify everything u did. but now im gettin proof that u were wrong. holy proof. i cannot deny it. i cannot find a loophole.
kaise kaise yeh kaya palat jati hai.
i do not want to hate you. i do not want to see you as the kind of the person i most despised. i want to respect you and cherish you still, because you have done so much for me.
i feel the safety slipping away. i feel the paranoia rising up my throat like bile.

but i know i'll always love u regardless .u have fought too many battles to get me where i am. today..ur my own blood after all.

the centers of tornadoes are always very
still.

you know what was different about golf as opposed to any other person? he wanted to know.like he'd sit and ask me for 3 hours if he had to. obviously there came a point when he got to know more than he could handle.
and thennnnnn he fled.
more like, emo churail. bachaaaaaooooo.

hahaha

okay scratch most of what i jus said..ws jus talkin to sumone and got everything out which trust me i dont do with people often but i'm feelin gooooooooooddddd......sumtimes people can surprise u.....bt yeh..eventful day certainly.

hmm....i was on the bus this morning. this man was about to get off, so he kisses his 6 year oldish son goodbye who was still on the bus with his grandparents. the man gets off, and waits still, and the son spins round in his seat, and they both wave at each other until they went out of each other's sight.
it touched me.
yes. enuf to be on my blog. im EMO like that.

emo enuf to want to go and watch an emo movie right now.
now where did i put my razor?
-eeda.