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let us remind ourselves
of easier times.
small things.

the one thing that can make me smile regardless of whut time of day or night it is. my second true love.
after English Lit.

I must go down to the seas again, to the lonely sea and the sky,
And all I ask is a tall ship and a star to steer her by.'
-John Masefield.

picture's taken from the beach my house back home faces. i used to wake up to this.5 years. Every.friggin.day.
the most amazing thing outside my window right now is the mainroad. row of houses. lampost. the rusty grey letterbox on my neighbour's wall. the brown thatched mat.
i wanna go home bad.
and that Masefield poem? learnt it grade 5 in SJC with Benjamin.
good times.

oh, and i wanna kill golf. he's online and ignoring me. again.
i.want.to.kill.him
how could u man? after Everything we said? everything. lifehouse. golfs. kids. u named them after my name. u asked if i cud have any cz of my back. u blushed. houses. families. car rides. work. walks. weak.
vulnerability
u promised. the first thing u said. this wont go to waste.
lies. lied.

'i wont waste my words on u. enough.
-eeda