Saturday, June 16, 2007

of cross dressin, and confessions.....

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
its been a long long long time.............i knw dont get all mad at me okay.........lolz...

soooo this has been a VERY interesting week,,,,,,,,,,,lets look at the great,the good ,the bad and the fuckin hilarious......................
first The bad,,, (noone said this would b in chronolgical order..okay..MI blog, I put bad FIRST and there aint NUTHIN u can do abt it.....hahaha...more on mi sudden flash of meaneness later.... but first,
Mi:
mistake no.1, i TRIED to abide by the law..lolz...the bus stand from which i get mi bus is a long walk from home, ie, its in a U shape,,i go all the way down the road from the house because thats where the closest zebra crossing is, and then cross the road to walk all the way back to the bus stop on the other side..so one fine day in the middle of summer, im er...RUNNING to the zebra cross, because i was late for the bus, and im waiting for the walk sign to turn on so i can cross the road, and there goes mi bus, all happily away..I WAS FUMING!!! grr..RIGHT in front of mi eyes........for the next bus i waited 15 more minutes , was 15 minutes late to class, had to read 15 minutes worth of extra lecture in mi book....moral of the story, buy an alarm clock...a reealli loud one....hahaha, and STOP following the rules....

mistake 2...my weekend, i do nuthng but work at mi 15 assignments for english i need to give in on tuesday,,( which is as a writing portfolio...won't really be marked, gives you marks for showing you are participating in class, and an extra mark for effort..but u HAVE to give them in..) so i struggle through it, get most of it done..monday night i call tina,(ALOT more on tina coming up soon..) ask her and find out the portfolios not due till NEXT week.....if i didnt fear i would be labelled insane and thrown in a mental hospital, i would have slapped myself VERY hard right then..haha..but it saves me a lot of work for next week.....

mistake 3... COLLOBORATIVE ASSIGNMENTS SUCK!!! WORKAHOLIC ENGLISH PROFFESSORS SUCK! LOUSY ENGLISH-ASSIGNMENT PARTNERS SUCK!! and obv, last but not the least, i write all this is mi blog, accessible by everyone who stumbles across this here thing, so, philosophicalli concluding, I SUCK....and yes it does take alot of balls to admit this in public,,and i dont even have any......u know whut i mean..........
Lesson learnt---------------NEVER work with a workaholic teacher ,,shes making us do an assignment worth 15% of our total grade ,in pairs.
SO oooooo,,,,this nice ,friendly chinese girl approached me , called tina, to work togther..im relieved, because i dont do ANY dirty work AND get the partner..lil yay for me! turns out, unfortunately for me, there is only 2 people in this world who tina thinks are right,,1) marlene swatsky, our english proffessor) and 2) herself...so thats NOT all great for me,,,,... everytime i give an opinion that 'no, i think we should discuss so and so,,'' she'll say ' but whut I think the prof wants us to do.....''' EVEN if im agreeing with her, she finds a way to contradict what ive said...and in the end we just do whutever she says.....what a wonderfully, co-operative world it is.......
.AND shes a perfectionist too...ANOTHER yay for me..we're meeting up EVERY DAY for atleast 2-3 hours between classes, and BEFORE classes too ( i have to be at uni at 8:30 tomrow to see her before phil class which starts at 10:30) AND we're meeting on friday AND she's asking me if im doing anything on saturday and sunday? so isn't that ALL GREAT..????? ANOTHER yay for me..NOT......grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..........................


hmm.....after my whole complaining session, letssssss talk abt the GOOD things in life,
1) strawberry coloured yoghurt here is SO amazing

2) the weathers been nice and chilly for a week,,just like murree...AWESOME!!!!

3) bianca and ezra..haha..theyre SO hilarious.................on thursday, it was cold, ezra was in shorts again, i was feelin warm AGAIN,and i had a spare jacket AGAIN and the poor guy was shiverin so bein the 'guy' in the relationship, i gave him mi jacket..and he llookes so ADORABLE,,haha,.he goes to a gurls bathroom to see how ''hott'' he looked,,then goes and tells bianca '' u like mi new jacket, dont u dont u'' and biancas like 'its swankkk'' im jus about to DIE of laughin by tht time..hahaha.....it was hilarious..then we run in to tommy and melissa, his gf..had a nice long talk..melissas all flirtin with ez,,playin with his hair..urgh,,...i hate it wen gurls do tht....haha..no, i wasnt jealous...........haha..thennnnnn we jus started attackin ez on how 'cute' he looked..which is true......he looks 12..younger.haha..we're like we'll run his pic in the PEAK, the uni paper, and say '8 th grader lookin for hot uni gurl immediately..preferably short' hahahah........anywaysssssssss,,,thse guys invited me to go clubbin with them,bt yeh, i cnt go..i hav CURFEW remmeber? hahah .ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....to hell with it.......so then we talked for a while,during which tommy tried to convince me i look jus like nelly furtado,,im like WHAAAA,,,,thts SO totalli random.......haha..hes like ''hey furtado'' wen he saw me ..ew...argh...haha..ez agreed...haha...these two in phil, tommy whispers sumtin to ez, and they both jus start starin at me..........im like WHAAAAATTTTTTTTTTT..haha..bt the jerks wudn tell....bt tht was the whole thng, they spent the next 10 mins starin at me to see how much i resembled her and told me latwr...annoyin..arghh..adel used to stare too, i HATE bein in the limelight like that.............................arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...anyways,,then me and ez went to sum computer lab......watched sum of ur favourite comedy videos on utube togtther......goofed round on facebook..so on.............went and had lunchhhhh, i ate pizza he didnt.....he had a headache and no appetite...we discussed thngs...patrick amongst them,ez is like he seriousli likes u..im liek whutevrrrrrr.......haha..anywayssss,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,i walk him to his bus, its not due for another 30 mins while mine comes every 5 mins.,,im like i ll wait, we hav this whole debate AGAIN abt me bein too good to ppl and him bein mean...haha....bt yeh.....i had fun with him tht day..i mean hes a reallllllllllllli nice guy, he makes me laugh and hes deep too....excepttttt,,hes short.hahaha..thts whut he says......hes like, 'i noticed ur shoes are liek bowling shoes, theyre realli flat but id HATE it wen ud wear heels...''hahhaha....tht was funni,,,,me and mellissa i swear, we cudve made him cry he was blushin so hard before...haha..we're like if he likes gurls jackets so much, we shud buy him a nice dress...lotsa frills,,,haha anywayssss..

4) the donairs here are amazing...theyre like showarma filling in a ''bag'' of bread literalli, like a theli, and its all wrapped around..point for future though, NEVER eat a donair in public, u CANNOT eat it and be decent and be dignified and hope to NOT make a mess at the same time.....NOT happening

5)well, this is the big oneeeeeeee...the one ive been harpin on and on and on about......haha..i was chattin with patrick......hes tellin me all abt how he wants to break up with his gf and so on..how much shes hurt him,,,,,,and how he doesn wanna break her heart so thats why hes still in that relationship,,,,anywayssss,,,,,well we were talki yesterday is this is how the convo went........

fareeda says:

the comp is actin all silly

Nhan Nguyen says:

bring it on Monday

fareeda says:

then ur carryin my bag

Nhan Nguyen says:

I might be able to fix it

Nhan Nguyen says:

sure

fareeda says:

ohkay..lolz....ill see tho

fareeda says:

cuz i hav to go out with frnds on mondy

Nhan Nguyen says:

wow

fareeda says:

we're goin shoppin to metrotown...so yh...i dnt wnna carry it round...mayb

Nhan Nguyen says:

a date?

fareeda says:

wednesday..

fareeda says:

no its sum gurls

fareeda says:

dnt get all jealous now..and i went with u to metrotown..was that a date?

Nhan Nguyen says:

are you dating girls now ?

Nhan Nguyen says:

sum ting wong

Nhan Nguyen says:

just a Chinese name you know

fareeda says:

hahahai knw

Nhan Nguyen says:

kind of

fareeda says:

haha ...funni

fareeda says:

it was? realli? ....so are we goin on more 'dates' then

Nhan Nguyen says:

what do you think?

fareeda says:

i dunno..u tell me..ive been wonderin about it alot latelyy

Nhan Nguyen says:

I want it to be a date but I don't want to repeat my mistake before

Nhan Nguyen says:

I dated a girl when I was mad at my gf

Nhan Nguyen says:

my ex-gf

fareeda says:

so am i ur subsitute now?

Nhan Nguyen says:

I don't want you to see that way

fareeda says:

i dont

fareeda says:

i just want to knw........

Nhan Nguyen says:

I need to be single before I would officially date you

Nhan Nguyen says:

and you allow me to

fareeda says:

its not abt me allowin u............i mean...

fareeda says:

i dunno.....

fareeda says:

i understand the position ur in

fareeda says:

im not making demans

Nhan Nguyen says:

imagine we say this face to face

fareeda says:

haha...sum of mi frnds hav been pushin me to do it

fareeda says:

lolz....ask u ..wher we were goin....cuz i had no clue miself.......

fareeda says:

but i din wanna ruin our frndship..and

fareeda says:

well

fareeda says:

u do whut u think is right

Nhan Nguyen says:

I want to get to know you

fareeda says:

me too.....

fareeda says:

so.

fareeda says:

umm.....

Nhan Nguyen says:

at least we agree on that

fareeda says:

well..say sumthinnnnnn

fareeda says:

so far, i think ur a realli nice person...ur a lil too hard on ureself tho

Nhan Nguyen says:

I wonder what I am going to say, how you keep our eyes on me

fareeda says:

ur tryin to impress me?

Nhan Nguyen says:

I hope I will still be myself

Nhan Nguyen says:

my connection is not stable

Nhan Nguyen says:

sum ting wong

fareeda says:

hahhaaaaaaaa

fareeda says:

umm listen

fareeda says:

i dont judge ppl too harsh...i want them to b themselves

fareeda says:

no pretences



yeh so tht was it then....i was like WOAH bang bang bang,,,,,,,,,,,,,,hahah.,,,,,a guy tryna impress me? tht never happens okay..EVER...sum mi frnds knw why im sayin this but neways,,,,,,so yeh..we chatted..it was okay..today we chatted too...abt this and that..he sent me some old pics of him and his frnds,,,discussed how hes worried abt one of his frnds turnin out to b a druggie...so on...yeh....i told him ive been wanting to go to Robson,, dad said its a nice place,,,,he said we can go monday..bt i already hav plans for metrotown with the msa gurls..so letsee,,,anyways, theers peace now...i dnt need to worry...........abt bein a frnd or bein a gurl, i can jus b miself..lolz.

hah its late here..i did plan on writing much more but head hurtss...so more on mi sucki lil life laterrrrrr,,,,,lolzzzzzzz

all u nnosy people, stop complain,,,,,,go get ur OWN life....hahhaa

much love

me me me.


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